In a heartfelt account, James Middleton shared how he nearly took his own life, revealing that it was his beloved spaniel, Ella, who stopped him from making the fatal decision.
All the color has drained from my life, leaving me in a black-and-white world devoid of emotion or sensation. I am in a state of constant agitation.
When I go to work, attend social events, or even visit the cinema, I feel an overwhelming urge to leave. Yet, when I do, I remain adrift, aimlessly wandering without purpose. There is no relief from this relentless restlessness.
It is not a matter of feeling something—rather, it is the absence of any feeling. I am left without purpose or direction.